I have no idea why I think writing this blog is going to help me with my depression, but I'm willing to try because nothing else has worked.
I felt very inspired to start this blog after I came across http://ravenpain.blogspot.com/ , I now don't feel so alone with my depression and chronic pain.
I don't know where to start and I want to run away and not do this because the anxiety is killing me, you see, that is what I do RUN!!!
Avoidance is my favourite pass time, that is how I curb that horrible feeling that is so overwhelming, the feeling like I can't breath even though my lungs are full my body shaking when I'm not even cold and the sweating but most of all I hate the feeling that I want to rip my skin off and jump out of my broken body.
I have to go avoidance is calling my name.
Link to: Living with chronic pain an depression
http://ravenpain.blogspot.com/